Night falls and the light fades and still you won't take off your sunglasses...

your teeth taste faintly of flesh and gold

2009-09-02T20:24:56Z

"You've been waiting for a long time
Between the dancing and the refill line
She touches your wrist
You start to sweat
But it's just drinks and time playing tricks."

Will try and update more regularly but very often music and lyrics is all you really wanna say!

varrooom

2009-04-11T17:32:09Z

Today I drove my own car for the very first time. Lots of sweating (ok, it was hot, but still!) but I managed, and could actually relax near the end. Silly car just didn't listen to me before... ;) Still have trouble parking, turning etc. but you know :P I am a woman after all ;)

fleddy @ 2009-04-10T10:25:00

2009-04-10T08:27:30Z

When you see this on your flist, quote Buffy The Vampire Slayer.

B: I told you. I said end of the world. And you're like, "Pooh-pooh, Southern California, pooh-pooh."
G: I'm so very sorry. My contrition completely dwarfs the impending apocalypse.

This is the only kind of love, as I understand it, that there really is

2009-02-28T22:32:14Z

I'll give you countless amounts of outright acceptance if you want it
I will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it

You can speak of anger and doubts, your fears and freak-outs and I'll hold it
You can share your so-called shamefilled accounts of times in your life and I won't judge it
And there are no strings attached to it

You can ask for space for yourself and only yourself and I'll grant it
You can ask for freedom as well or time to travel and you'll have it

You can ask to live by yourself or love someone else and I'll support it
You can ask for anything you want, anything at all and I'll understand it

I bet you're wondering when the next payback shoe will eventually drop
I bet you're wondering when my conditional police will force you to cough up
I bet you're wondering how far you now have danced your way back into debt

This is the only kind of love, as I understand it, that there really is
You can express your deepest of truths
Even if it means I'll lose you and I'll hear it

You can fall into the abyss on the way to your bliss I'll empathize with
You can say that you'll have to skip town to chase your passion and I'll hear it
You can even hit rock bottom, have a mid-life crisis and I'll hold it.

And there are no strings attached to it
You owe me nothin' for giving the love that I give.
You owe me nothin' for caring the way that I have.
I give you thanks for receiving, it's my privilege,
And you owe me nothing in return.

huh

2008-12-14T23:21:36Z

What the hell? The government launched a media campaign, "Think Ahead", incl an ad to talk people into buying a first-aid-in-case-of-catastrophes-kit... Because even though we're not doing too bad, catastrophes can happen, and you wouldn't want to be without a radio (on batteries!) tuned into the 'emergency station', a whistle and a light-coloured rain poncho...

You would almost suspect they are trying to tell us something... :p Either that or major jinxing!!**

** (MAJOR JINXING *salutes*)!

11/10-17/10

2008-10-08T14:24:09Z

"Neptune is playing games with you. You are not being yourself at all. Instead of having a strong personality, you are now anxious and retreated, and nobody is used to that from you. Not even -you- are. Just give in to your need for rest, and all else will follow."

you’re too old to fuck around and too young to die
time to try a life on for size

Wikiquotes

2008-05-17T19:53:09Z

Hihihi!

Alanis:
"Diamonds, I love diamonds. There was a period of time when I thought they were superfluous and ridiculous, and we could be saving small countries from starvation instead of buying them. And then I realized that, why don't you save small countries from starving, and buy diamonds?"

And Tori on Alanis (I know, I'm the last Alanis fan who's into Tori... or vice versa... :P):

"My God, you guys, she's 21. Let her fit into tight pants. Let her explore and grow. I did. What is this you're not allowed to explore? Look at me now. I'm breast-feeding pigs." 1996

"I really like her. She's such a good person. I like her as a person a lot. I like the songwriting and I think I like her singing but I've got to tell you, I have a hard time listening to that record, just on a sonic level. It would make a dog's ears hurt. I hate records that have so much high end and no bottom." 1998

"And as much as I love Alanis - I love that girl from head to toe - but Alanis, what were you going down on him in a theater for? To pick up your Coca-Cola? Give me a break!" 1998

"Bringing two visions together to make one show can be tricky, so obviously, it takes a lot of mutual respect and a load of gear. With that in mind, Alanis and I are bringing two trucks just for ourselves: one filled with wine, the other filled with lip gloss." 1999

sure theyre all straight, straight as a line

2008-03-22T16:42:21Z

Do you ever feel so in awe by an artist, of how the melody of a song is perfect, the words are perfect and their voice is perfect that it makes you feel safe, inspired, warm, impressed, touched, longing, aching and just amazed all at once?

Could it be the weather?

The Shadow

2008-02-27T13:44:47Z

The Shadow

Walk with me awhile
I've got something to say to you or ask you
I don't know
It's been a long day

If the dove falls in the sea
Never bringing us a leaf
Will you come into the shadow with me
Will you follow me under

If I wash up on the beach
And i've lost all memory
Will you come into the shadow with me
Will you follow me under

If I decide to bring it all down
Will you stay and help me figure it out
Will you come into the shadow with me
Will you follow me under

Walk awhile with me
I've got something to say to you or ask you
Will you come into the shadow with me
Will you follow me under

I know it stinks
Spinning on my fingertips

New Alanis

2008-01-13T11:20:36Z

Anyone else thinking this could be quite a good album??

fleddy @ 2007-11-27T22:26:00

2007-11-27T22:27:45Z

I SAW LEISHA AND KATE FROM THE L WORD AND DIDN'T STOP TO SAY HI :' I AM STOOOO-PID! :P

UK

2007-08-24T18:58:16Z

So I arrived here in St Albans on Monday, yaaay. My mom came with me (a luggage thing, grmbl! too much luggage!), and I brought her back to the airport today. So now I am here chilling out while my roomie is at work. Had to make some poo calls (formalities) but am settling in quite nicely! Although I think that's because I don't have to work yet ;)

Saw Rilo Kiley here Monday evening, that was pretty amazing! The venue was small and cosy, the sound was good & the view was excellent 'cause we stood at the front of the balcony. I got the new CD at their gig as well, it's very different from their older stuff but cool, either way -- they played lots of it live and it rocked! Great vibe :D Go listen on their MS:

http://www.myspace.com/rilokiley

ADP just gets better and better

2007-08-14T08:08:40Z

Feeling radical in Cotton
Purified in my Satin
But the bomb of the season
is a Velvet Revolution

I look at the sky
and feel the tears of the
Prophets crying
I look at the sky
and feel the rain
the rain of tears

All you killers of the children
there's a new Commandment
the true Divine Creator wants a
Velvet Revolution

another one

2007-08-06T14:30:46Z

taaaaaaaaaaaaaanya

2007-07-26T15:22:39Z

So... Just a little rant I need to get off my chest despite all the good stuff that's going on for me at the moment...

I read on the boards that Tanya's playing a show with her (half) sister Kristin Hersh in Cambridge. Fans are raving about the last time they did an event together, it's supposed to be pretty awesome... esp since Tanya hardly ever plays lately, and a shared bill is very rare for these two ladies. PLUS of course it'd be amazing to see Boston and the area there!

Well anyway, that idea was shot to hell when I saw the flight prices to Boston. Now if it were holidays and I actually had money... but a weekend, for a show, that's just not doable :P

ETA:

[quote]
as far as i understand there are two shows.

each one has a solo tanya set, a solo kristin set, and a set together.
[/quote]

Together! Maaaiiiiieuh! :P

World View

2007-07-19T13:17:18Z

You scored as Cultural Creative, Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

</td>

Cultural Creative

94%

Idealist

75%

Existentialist

69%

Postmodernist

63%

Materialist

56%

Modernist

44%

Romanticist

31%

Fundamentalist

31%

What is Your World View?
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fleddy @ 2007-07-16T18:25:00

2007-07-16T16:38:27Z

So I just finished the latest in my book-reading phase (a.k.a. holidays).

www.calamityphysics.com/main.htm

I had it lying around for a while after I read the introduction, deciding it was too thick and that I'd rather read some shorter stories instead ;) Now I've researched a bit, wanted to know what people thought of the story etc cause some things are still a bit obscure and it seems I'm all behind on its popularity. That might've made me start sooner lol - it's funny how that always happens *after* I read a book!

Anyway -- it was complicated what with all the references and subclauses etc but good, needless to say I suppose!

I've also finished A Spot of Bother and The Curious Incident... by Mark Haddon, the Five Ppl You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom and Candide (of het optimisme) by Voltaire which was random but fun!

I would recommend all those, cause I enjoyed all of them :)

sophistication... who's best?

2007-07-14T12:56:43Z

if I told you he was your brother
we could reminisce, then you would go about your day
if I said you ought to give him some of your water
you'd shake your canteen and walk away

the perception that divides you from him is a lie
for some reason you never asked why
this is not a black and white world
you can't afford to believe in your side

this is not a black and white world
to be alive I say that the colors must swirl
and I believe that maybe today
we will all get to appreciate
the beauty of gray

if I told you that she was your mother
we could analyze the situation and be gone
if I said you ought to give her some of your water
your eyes would light up like the dawn

look into your eyes
no daylight
new day now

I GOT IT!!

2007-06-27T17:12:48Z

YAAAAY I GOT ACCEPTED!!!

After weeks of waiting for the test results, more weeks of waiting for an interview, and another 3 weeks of waiting for THOSE results... I can finally say I got my placement position! This is the position I really wanted, in the middle of London, in a big subtitling/translation company :D

This was a good opportunity to bring into practice what I'd seen on the Secret, so I've been visualizing this for weeks, imagining as though I'd had it and how I'd feel, and it worked! Even though my (usually) long patience was under heavy heavy pressure (lol), it paid off! :) :) :)

I can get started on the paperwork now. I'm planning to move mid-August! So much to do :D All awesome :)

Freeze

2007-06-25T13:14:04Z

My hallucination, every drug that I
Need. I love you for your beauty. I love you
For the books you read. I watch you laze
In the sun, I watch your head come
Undone ; you smile ; the man and child with
Bee-stung lips where my tongue trips and
Curls and you kiss like a girl.
It frees me... frees me from the freeze.
And with the liberation everything's
Taken higher ; and every complication,
Another spark for the fire. You're nothing
More than eighteen but you are more than
You seem to be. You'll win me with pale
White hands and soft demands and ways
To set the days ablaze.
It frees me from the freeze...
You're like a favourite saint kept
Alive in prayer and paint. one looked a
Lot like you... saucer-eyed and stoned
And out of the blue.

new kit!!

2007-05-30T13:12:20Z

I am so proud, 'cause she's a beauty!

Specs: Tama Starclassic Performer fusion (22", 14", 12", 10") birch set, colour walnut (WN).

It came with the rack and these cool cases!

Plus I got a "Rock bag" for my hardware and a bag for my snare! So together with the hardcase set, all my stuff's well-protected 8-)

And that's not even all :o I also received my tickets for Paris to see Tori, and my new fancy phone that can take cool pictures and play music! (see pics above, ha!).

Now after all the fun, I have a lot of work to do lol so I better get back to it!!

il y a des chances que rien ne bouge

2007-05-06T09:49:55Z

Today is a big day for the Frenchies. I hope they'll do the unexpected and surprise the world! *crosses fingers* Suppose I'll be posting here again around 8 PM ...

malentendu entre les tours
et c'est le fou qui est pour

ETA

Can you fucking believe it... They all fell for the little egotistic, power-hungry creep. Let's see if everyone's still as happy one year from now, when his plans have taken place!!! I hope they'll frickin regret it. Grrrrmbl.

fleddy @ 2007-04-28T18:57:00

2007-04-28T16:56:08Z

fleddy @ 2007-04-26T14:53:00

2007-04-26T12:53:11Z

The number of times my eyes went wide and my mouth went WTF out loud after reading another news message...

Seriously... it's unbelievable.

...when you're only wet because of the rain

2007-04-24T10:26:16Z

"I'm dreaming of love", she said - "I'm dreaming of love"

What do you think, what do you see?
She goes behind a veil
Head spinning...
Reste tranquille
Reste tranquille

They will never find you here, we'll keep you safe
Cause if I love you,
I have to get us out

She told me she'd been thinking of taking her own life
To save her
"I've been dreaming of love", she said, "but love never found me"